
Rick
Nadeau Memorial
December 13, 2008
Sac State
I
first met Rick Nadeau on the first day of New Faculty Orientation. He
was unforgettable. When I became president of the Chico Chapter of
the California Faculty Association, my predecessor, Beau Grosscup,
told me my greatest asset was our staff person, Rick Nadeau. He
admonished me sternly, and pre-emptively, to cherish Rick. It was
clear how much he loved his “buddy Rick,” and could not
bear the thought that his successor not pay Rick the respect that was
due him. Of course he was right. Rick and I became fast friends. What
was not to love?
Rick called me by a special name:
Little Susie Cream Cheese. After our first Labor-Management meeting
together he smiled and said: “I have you all figured out.”
And, of course, he did. He said: “You come off all sweet and
innocent, like Little Susie Cream Cheese from the Midwest, and when
they are not looking, you hit them with a 2 x 4.” He laughed
heartily, as he often did, because he thought the ability to be
simultaneously charming and ball-busting was an important skill to
have. I will never think of Rick without thinking of myself as Little
Susie Cream Cheese, and how frighteningly well he understood me,
being a devotee of human nature.
The best thing about
being Rick’s friend and comrade in struggle, was his epic
stories, stories oft-repeated that never changed, honed to perfect
through years in the telling. Regardless of the subject, they were
always heroic stories, David and Goliath tales about the little guy
being screwed by the establishment. In Rick’s stories the
little guy always won in the end due to the goodness of his fellow
man, or through the benefits of collectivity. I was always uplifted
by Rick and his unflagging faith in the basic decency of his fellow
man or woman. And no matter how discouraged I was, he reminded me of
the nobility of commitment and service to others.
When
Rick retired from CFA, at his last Chico breakfast meeting, we gave
him a shirt with a heart embroidered on the sleeve – a red
shirt of course, with the heart on the LEFT sleeve. He loved it. But
when he looked at the size he said he was flattered that I thought he
was an XL, but he was playfully angry at me because he was going to
have to lose some weight to be able to wear it. Since Rick’s
passing Beau and I have kicked-around the idea of establishing a
peace and social justice award at the Chico chapter, in Rick’s
name: an award to honor and encourage people who do the work Rick so
valued, and award to honor and encourage colleagues Rick would have
liked if he had had the chance to know them, colleagues who would
have come to cherish him as much as we did.
The last
time I saw Rick was at the jazz concert Teresa Garcia arranged in the
back yard of the house he shared with Diana and the three cats. He
made me promise him two things, and I am not sure which will be
harder to keep. First, that I would find a good man to love me who
was worthy of me. And second, that I wouldn’t let people get to
me so much. “Administrators are assholes,” he said, and
beneath wasting my health on. Being a good Marxist, having studied at
the feet of Herbert Marcuse, Rick was always much more Zen about
Capitalism than I. He accepted it as inevitable that the Proletariat
would be screwed by those who own the means of production; only
complete social revolution would be the solution. When push
came to shove though, he was much more pragmatic and voted for Obama,
just like the rest of us (except Beau!)
I miss our dear
comrade. I will miss his words and his gentle soul. Rest in Peace
with your Mother Earth. And, if you were wrong, and there really IS
and after-life, be sure to give ‘em hell there, too.